Now Mary stood outside the tomb crying. As she wept, she bent over to
look into the tomb and saw two angels in white, seated where Jesus’ body had
been, one at the head and the other at the foot.
They asked her, “Woman, why are you crying?”
“They have taken my Lord away,” she said, “and I don’t know where they
have put him.”
At this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did
not realize that it was Jesus.
He asked her, “Woman, why are you crying? Who is it you are looking
for?”
Thinking he was the gardener, she said, “Sir, if you have carried him
away, tell me where you have put him, and I will get him.”
Jesus said to her, “Mary.”
She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, “Rabboni!” (which means
“Teacher”).
John 20:11-16
Jesus said to her, “Mary.”
Oh Lord, how I would have loved to be there – that morning
of Your resurrection.
To be by the tomb watching You smile at Mary, saying her
name.
What was it like for Mary? I can only imagine:
“Was it only three days ago? No, it can’t
be. My heavy heart aches with every broken beat.
I take a deep breath, but my muddled
grief clouds my thinking. I must shake off this dream - no, this nightmare.
When did all this turmoil begin? Three days ago? No, it seems longer than that
since they murdered him.
Why did they kill my love, my Jesus? I
never thought this would happen. I followed him for three years, all over the
countryside. I gave him everything - my resources, my time, my… my…Yes, even my
heart. Now after his agonizing crucifixion, everyone has fled. I am alone with
my fears.
Why did they do this to him? Now He is
dead. And I am forgotten, abandoned. I shudder at the memory of His horrifying
death.
“ But I realize that it
has been three days and I must go to the garden. He must be prepared properly
for burial. One last time to touch
him, to help him, to be with him. One final gift I can give him.
“As I approach the tomb, my heart races
with stunned disbelief. The stone is rolled away. He is gone. Someone stole His body! I crumble to my knees,
hot tears bursting from my clenched eyes. How could they do this? I rock back
and forth, my arms wrapped snuggly around my chest trying to hold together my
shattered heart. Now they’ve even
taken his dead body from me. Where is he?
“Why are you crying? Who is it you are looking for?” Looking
up through my tears, a gardener stands before me.
“Please tell me, Sir,” I cry to him.
“Where is my Jesus? I can’t find Him.”
“Mary”
“ One word – my name – that
gentle, loving voice.
I
gasped at the significance of this sacred encounter –my Jesus is alive!
Jesus
is alive!!”
Alleluia! Jesus is alive!
Loving Jesus, I am in awe that You know me by name.
In all my attempts to “do” things for you, You simply call
my name to come and be with You.
Like Mary I think it is my effort to find You, but
You are the one who is always present with me, before me, behind me and within
me.
When I fall to my knees, helpless with my world shattering
around me, I finally hear You call my name and once again I give You my heart.
My King
My living Savior.
Alleluia! Jesus is
alive!























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